Saturday, August 2, 2003 ::

WHHHHOOOOOO. I had to do that.. it's so quiet here without my cousins around. Pretty boring actually. Well.. for the first time.. here is the Friday Five. On a Saturday.

1. What time do you wake up on weekday mornings? In the summer, when I want to.. except the days I have summer school.. then I wake up at 6:45. If I'm lazy, 6:50. But during the school year, I would wake up around 5:35. But since things are going to change due to the fact that I'm going to High School, I am prolly going to wake up around... 6:50.

2. Do you sleep in on the weekends? How late? Doesn't everyone sleep in on weekends? if you don't, then you're just plain wierd. It's necessary.

3. Aside from waking up, what is the first thing you do in the morning? CEREAL! Then I do whatever. Prolly go to Ryan's house.

4. How long does it take to get ready for your day? hmm... ten minutes to the least.

5. When possible, what is your favorite place to go for breakfast? mmmm.. ihop.

Saturday, July 19, 2003 ::

Song- JTL. A Better Day

Hey there people.. what's going on? I know I haven't updated in awhile.. and I guess it's because of my laziness, because I haven't written in my journal lately either. This week I have really been hooked on Bored.com. It's a great site if you're bored and are easily amused. It's great for me. I personally like the lemonade stand one. It's a game where you have to see how much you can make in one season. It's great. Anyways, that's all I have to say right now.. I haven't really been doing anything lately, it's like the blank part of the summer, where there is nobody in my nieghborhood to hang out with because they are all on vacation. And because I'm never invited anywhere. Oh well.. I'll see yaz later. PATICE.

Wednesday, July 16, 2003 ::

Song- Play. I must not chase the boys

Hey wuhssuupppp.. haha.. anyways.. yeah.. my life has been really fun yet boring, and happy, yet sad. I don't know how that is possible, but I don't care. That's how I feel and that's the way I feel till it changes. Yes.. I haven't talked to ANYBODY in FOREVER, but that's okay. Like I said, They don't care about me anymore and I just going to face the facts. Yes. Well.. I'm going to another summer school now. It's not that I'm stupid, it's just that the first one was just for fun. This one is for the AP class that I failed. Yes. Dizzy has failed a class. Anyways, I'm taking english, and it's REALLY easy, compared to Pre-AP. We had to write 3 WHOLE PARAGRAPHS today. I can write more than that in my spare time. The book that we are reading is very interesting. I had the chance to read during the school year, but never did. We are reading "To Kill a Mockingbird". Yes yes.. I know that it is like, a 6th grade book, but hey, if I have to read to pass, then I'll do it. I just don't want to fail again. That's how determined I am. Yes. I want to graduate and go to college. It's my goal in life. I want to at least go to technical school, and pursue a career in video gaming or something. That would be fun. Well... that's all I have to day fer now.. ya'll come back naw... ya hear?! PATICE.

Thursday, July 10, 2003 ::

Oh mayan.. I just found out that another one of my friends are moving to California... it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad.. she's having a party on friday.. and I just want to let her know that I'm gonna miss her like a mother. Mayan.. I can't believe it... it's soo sad.. she's moving. And so is my other friend. Mayan. That sucks. Well.. I got the best sleep I have ever had since summer school started. It felt great. Well.. imma go now.. I've been really bored lately.. don't have anything to do. So I'll let you go back to your foolish games and whatnot. I'll see ya laters.. PATICE

Wednesday, July 9, 2003 ::

Song: Fabolous feat. Lil' Mo. Can't Let You Go
Hey there! Sorry I haven't really entered in the blog for a while.. I'm still in that journal phase. Hmm... We went to the Underground Tour and The EMP on Moday.. the underground was kind of cool, but it smelled bad and it was dirty.. so I didn't really like it. But When we went to the EMP (expericed music project), my best friend and I had so much fun. Oh mayan.. the best part was when we were scratching on the turntables. I got to do what I have ALWAYS wanted.. and I was scratching with Hoai.. ahhh.. Imma miss him.. *tears* anyways.. then my friend and I got to mixing.. oh mayan.. that is the funnest thing in my life.. soo instead of being a DJ, I want to mix songs, and make remixes and all that ish.. it is just too much fun! haha yeah.. then Yesterday we went to Safeco Field and the Seahawks Stadium. I only went to Safeco.. because I don't really like the seahawks that much.. haha. Yeah.. so we went to Safeco field.. and we got to sit in the most expensive box in the stadium.. it costs over 100,000 dollars.. it was crazy.. then we got to go in the reporters chairs.. and they have like.. the best seat in the house.. of course I took pics.. then we went to the conference room.. we watched a little video about how much the mariners love thier fans, and then we got to sit in the conference chairs.. haha.. we pretended like we were the youngest baseball players in MLB history.. hahahaha.. I was up there.. and guess who else.. yuppers!!! Hoai. Yeah.. then we moved on to the actual field. My friend and I went straight to the dugout. I was the second person to sit where Ichiro sat.. I was like YEAH!! Guess who was first??? HOAI! HAhahaha.. okay.. i'm getting a little ditzy now.. so I'm going to go.. PATICE!

Wednesday, July 9, 2003 ::

Song: Fabolous feat. Lil' Mo. Can't Let You Go
Hey there! Sorry I haven't really entered in the blog for a while.. I'm still in that journal phase. Hmm... We went to the Underground Tour and The EMP on Moday.. the underground was kind of cool, but it smelled bad and it was dirty.. so I didn't really like it. But When we went to the EMP (expericed music project), my best friend and I had so much fun. Oh mayan.. the best part was when we were scratching on the turntables. I got to do what I have ALWAYS wanted.. and I was scratching with Hoai.. ahhh.. Imma miss him.. *tears* anyways.. then my friend and I got to mixing.. oh mayan.. that is the funnest thing in my life.. soo instead of being a DJ, I want to mix songs, and make remixes and all that ish.. it is just too much fun! haha yeah.. then Yesterday we went to Safeco Field and the Seahawks Stadium. I only went to Safeco.. because I don't really like the seahawks that much.. haha. Yeah.. so we went to Safeco field.. and we got to sit in the most expensive box in the stadium.. it costs over 100,000 dollars.. it was crazy.. then we got to go in the reporters chairs.. and they have like.. the best seat in the house.. of course I took pics.. then we went to the conference room.. we watched a little video about how much the mariners love thier fans, and then we got to sit in the conference chairs.. haha.. we pretended like we were the youngest basebal players in MLB history.. hahahaha.. I was up there.. and guess who else.. yuppers!!! Hoai. Yeah.. then we moved on to the actual field. My friend and I went straight to the dugout. I was the second person to sit where Ichiro sat.. I was like YEAH!! Guess who was first??? HOAI! HAhahaha.. okay.. i'm getting a little ditzy now.. so I'm going to go.. PATICE!

Sunday, July 6, 2003 ::

Song:Where is The Love?-Black Eyed Peas feat. Justin Timberlake
Mayan.. I just made an entry... but it closed.. somehow. Deng.. I was working on a picture of my doll.. Yes.. he's the greatest doll on earth.. Mayan.. that deng Kurai.. he left today to go to California. Oh well. I told him to get me a cool shirt. I am in a phase where I want free t shirts. hahaha.. I am also in a phase where I am writing in my jounal and I don't really enter in my blog often when I am in this phase. Yes. So if you don't hear from me in a while, then I'm in my journal phase. Either that or I'm just being lazy and not entering. Haha.. anyways... Hmm.. so boring this weekend... except for the fourth of July. Kurai's reletives came over. That was fun. Yes.. From BOTH sides. Hahaha.. he got a two for one deal. Hahaha. I will soon too.. yeah.. my sister is having her baptism soon, and all my reletives are coming. From BOTH sides. Yes. It will be great. Anyways, wow.. Jherrica and I are doing much better than before. We plan to be old skool next year, she's gonna buy old skool nike and I'm gonna buy old skool aidias. It's gonna be great. Yes.. My summer is getting better. I want something great to happen. That hasn't happened yet. Mayan... I want to go back to school... summer school.. then I get to see Hoai.. ahhhh... Hoai. Yes.. We're going to Seattle again tomorrow. We're going on the underground tour and The EMP. It's gonna be great. I should bring my camera.. then I can post the pics on here. Then on Tuesday, we're going to Seattle yet again and going to the Seattle Seahawks stadium and Safeco field. That will be fun too. Hmm.. I have nothing else to say.. except for patice.. so.. PATICE.

Sunday, June 29, 2003 ::

Song - Faint. Linkin Park
Hello Schitzo fans. Here I am, once again, in a gloomy day. I don't know exactly why I'm bummed. I know for one thing that it's because I might be on the verge of becoming a strongsad. Yes, a Strongsad. If you don't know who this is, find out HERE. Yes. You'll see. Anyways, it's been a long time since I have seen my friends, or chatted with them online, but I'm sure my best friend, you know, the one who doesn't even see when I'm having problems with my life, even if I had told her that I hate my life and I believe that everyone of my friends hate me. She doesn't even understand the pain that I am going through. She's like.. taking over my life. It's so bad I don't want to go places with her. I'm afraid to be left alone. It's like, she isn't getting the point of being there for her best friend. I'm beginning to think that the whole world is on her side and that I'm here,alone in my roon thinking to myself what the hell is wrong with me. Yes, because she's one of those girls that are really pretty, and everyone likes her, and I'm that kind of girl that remembers all of the friends she had and what they did together and the one that is most likely to be forgotten. I would like to be a little more positive about myself, but it's hard when you have no support. Like I have no body, no one to look up to, no one to share my problems with, no one to talk to. It's like, I'm the balloon that everyone is hitting to keep it away from them. Because, I'll admit it, I'm an overwieght, ugly kid with no life now, and I'm known for how much I hate MYSELF. I think I need some help. Or maybe it's because I have no reason to be on this earth. I probably was ment to be on this earth to be homeless and die of hunger, or bad hygiene. Yes. But that's the way I feel about myself. And there is no one who can stop me. People always tell me that I am the greatest person they know and they think that I'm the one with the greatest personality. I think those are all lies. I'm not saying the ones that are saying that are liars, I'm saying that the words are lies. That's how I feel. Because what makes a person, is the person him/herself, and what they think of him/herself. But that's just my opinion. Of course, my opinion never counts, since I'm always ignored. Well, I'm now going to reflect on how stupid I am, because that's what I believe is me. A stupid, fat, ugly person with no self esteem and no personality. PACTICE.
P.S - I found out that I'm worth a mere ,342,664.00.

Friday, June 27, 2003 ::

Wow.. This technology thing is so great. I just got a commenter.. it's so great. I feel so.. "in". Haha.. Anyways, I kind of made up from yesterday, and I think I'm doing a litttle better, but I still think that my friends don't care about me. I couldn't go to the mall today to see them, but what made it up was to go to the bowling alley. Another plus to that was that I saw Kevin, Peter, Juan, and Jeff there. That made my day soooo much. Just to see their smiling faces again. I had missed them immensely. Yeah they were there, eating thier Taco Bell, but yet they didn't know how much it ment to me to see them. Anyways, we went bowling, had a great time, so I didn't have to go to the mall, so I guess all I need is those people that are around me. My new life has changed a lot, and it's only summer, so I guess I have a lot to experience. But now, I'm guessing that my best friend does not realize what kind of friend she lost. She never really quite understood me, but that's okay, I guess. So I guess she's not really my best friend, considering that she doesn't even bother to IM me because she's too busy talking to her new boyfriend. I sound so jealous, and I sort of am, because she told me during class that Hoai, the guy that I've been longing to see ALL year, was not that cute. I was like, "wow", now I really feel stupid. Because she doesn't even know him, and I don't have the same taste as her. I don't really even care about his looks. I like him because of his personality, and I'm not going to let a comment like that let me down. I don't care, the world could tell me that, and I wouldn't give one care in the world. That's how much I care for him. It's like, she wants me to get mad at her, or stand my ground, even though that's what I need to learn to do, I don't think that that one comment was called for. It hurt me a lot. It made me want to cry. I may sound like a 10 year old, but trust me, I'm way older and wiser than that. I just wish I had a friend to talk to, beucase I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. My friends like my best friend, and I feel like I have been thrown away and forgotten. I just can't take this pain anymore. I'm not the person that deserves this. I don't want it.

Thursday, June 26, 2003 ::

Hey there... life has been great.. ehehe... yeah.. I am enjoying summer school, we went to the B-town Ice Arena today. I completely forgot to bring my camera, but I plan to go there a lot this summer. Yeah.. I have never gone ice skating before, and it's real simple, it's just like rollerblading, but harder to stop. Yeop.. it was great. My friend and I plan to go there and invite everyone there, but I keep not wanting to go places with her, because I don't feel comfortable being around her and my friends at school. I want to see my friends soooooo IB A D L YI, but I don't want to be with her. She even makes me feel stupid when we are in summer school, cause she's always like "this is stupid" or "mayan I hate this class" and I really enjoy it. But anyways, she's not as good of a friend as she used to be, but I still consider her my best friend. I don't know why, considering the fact that she always ditches me for my other friends and doesn't listen to me like she used to, but it's not all about me, right? I don't know why I always stress myself over my friendships, and that's why I don't talk to her about all this stuff anymore, I talk to Kurai, because he listens, and he respects what I say. But he's always telling me to give her another chance, and I think that she has had IW A YI too many chances. I'm getting really sick of it now, and I don't think I deserve this kind of (sorry for my bad language) I S H I TI from other people. I believe that if you want to be a best friend to someone else, you should respect them for the person that they are, and not give a care what other people say. But now, I have that feeling that nobody cares about me, and that I am just a load of crap. I have so much negativity right now, that I can't even imagine what I would say to myself. I feel like such a waste. There is more to life than just friends, and there are other people that love me. I don't think I need my friends anymore, I believe that they all hate me and that my best friend has taken my place. And if she's reading this, don't cry, because you have been there for me, I just need to think about myself more, and this, that has been written down, this is just my opinion, and I am not worth anything anyways, so I guess my opinion doesn't count, since on one cares. Well, Imma go now.. yeah.. I guess it wasn't such a great day after all. Patice.

Sunday, June 22, 2003 ::

WOW... today was really IB O R I N GI. Yeah.. there was nothing to do... no one to ask over.. haha.. yeah. I got new IS H O E SI. Yeah.. they are so patriotic.. anyways.. my shoes don't beat Kurai's new car..s. Yeah.. he got two new cars in two days.. well.. his parents did. Yeah. They are nice to.. now I can bum a ride.. in IS T Y L EI. Hahah. Anyways.. yeahmm my day was like.. any other Sunday.. I went to church in the morning.. then we drove around.... and that's when I got mah shoes.. > yeah.. I think they are really IC O O LI. Well.. that's all I have to say today.. plus I'm tired of typing.. I've been IMing people fer like.. 2 hours straight.. haha.. I'll see ya laters!!! PATICE! p.s - Holy mother of me.. I forgot the MOST IMPORTANT THING... I get to see Hoai Tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Saturday, June 21, 2003 ::

Song- Where is the Love? - Black Eyed Peas Featuring Justin Timberlake
HELLO HELLO!! Yes.. I just got home from like.. the WORST party i have ever been to. I didn't have fun at all. Mayan.. I'm telling you Kurai, you didn't miss IA N Y T H I N GI. It was a seven year olds birthday party, and I encountered many II M M A T U R EI people there. Anyways, I after like.. an hour of embarrassment from Fraklin's mother (she was trying to dance like J.Lo) I found myself wanting to go home, and so I seperated myself from the world (actually the party) in the truck. and that's where I spent most of my time. I was listening to the radio, and there was practically IN O T H I N GI on, except those really boring commercials about that one guy from E.E Robbins, you knoe, that one guy that talks about his jewlery store off of I-5. You peeps from Washington know what I'm talking about. So anyways, I heard these two IR E A L L YI tite(trying to be ghetto here.. bear with me) songs. One was "Where is the Love", by Black Eyed Peas featuring Justin Timberlake, and "Let's Get Down" by Bow Wow. Hmm... Bow Wow doesn't have that ring to it like Lil' Bow Wow does. Haha.. he thinks he got mature..er. Hmm.. yeah.. they had one of those Jumping things at that party I went to.. and that was funny to watch, because the kids kept falling over.. and it was great to watch.. I also encountered one IV E R YI horny guy.. I mean.. he was watching porno.. and I was right there! I was thinkin.. "Mayan.. people REALLY need to keep those I F E E L I N G SI to themselves.." so then I left.. You know.. he even saw me.. and kept watching. WHAT IS WITH PEOPLE TODAY?!?! errrrrgh. Imma go play the Drawing game now.. you should try this game sometime!! go to Jippii.com and click on the drawing game.. well... imma go now.. IT'S DRAWING TIME!!!!!!!! PATICE!

Saturday, June 21, 2003 ::

Song - Excuse me Miss Remix - Jay Z
Hello hello... again. I was looking over my site.. and noticed that lonley box up above. ^ and I bet you are wondering.. pondering, if you will.. of what it is for... haha I sound IS M A R TI. Ehehe.. anyways.. that box is for my links.. which Kurai was supposed to do.. but I don't really IM I N DI. Yes.. and that's what it is for.. go on.. tell IA L LI of your friends. That is what the box is for. (you can tell that I am II C R E D I B L YI bored.) Well.. I must leave you in peace now.. goodbye....... er.. I mean.. PATICE.

Saturday, June 21, 2003 ::

Song-Chori Chori Gori Se - The Guru Soundtrack
WHOOO!!! There is a IS T O R MI here in b-town.. Isn't summer great?? Yes, yes.. it is. Anyways, I have a new page for you to go to!! (and it's not because I have that really kewl link thigie) It's my new and really really cool (almost as cool as my links)Chatterbox. Yes. You can chat here!! And it's great! Not to mention lots of fun. Yes yes... Kurai has one too.. if you would like ID O U B L EI the fun... haha.. sorry guys... I'm just a IH Y P E RI today. Just like the day before, and the day before that.. and the day before that. Yes. Well.. I'm gonna go now.. I think I have been talking for long enough. Actually.. Kurai just got the new Harry Potter.. haha...Order of the Phoenix. Yes. Sounds like a IR E A L L YI good book to me.. yeah.. uh huh.. well.. I better get a stepping now.. I'll see ya laters!! PATICE! (by the way, patice is fish sauce.. ehehe...)

Friday, June 20, 2003 ::

Okay.. I swear this is the last entry in my blog today. I just wanted to say thanks to Kurai for fixing my problem down there in my first entry.. yeah.. thank you! ehehehe.. now back to my links.. THEY ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFRIGGIN AWSOME! yeah... if ya'll think I'nm wierd and ish.. you're just jealous cause I have cooler hover links than yours...... PATICE!!! p.s - DON'T HATE.. APPRECIATE!

Friday, June 20, 2003 ::

WOW!!! I didn't know my lnks did that till Kurai told me.. wow!!! imma put links on my site every friggin day! mayan.. you should go HERE and find out what's wrong.. cause it's lots of fun. Well, Imma go now and play with my links!!! PATICE!

Friday, June 20, 2003 ::

Dude.. that entry there down below.. is frickin messed. I wrote WAY more than that.. and it only showed HALF?! Mayan.. I think the peoples here at pitas are racist.. (haha... j/k, j/k... you pitas peoples are GRRRRRRRRRRRRRREAT!) Anyways.. I hope you all have a nice day.. and that's all I want to say. PATICE!

Friday, June 20, 2003 ::

WHOOOEE.... there is nothing to do here in b-town... I would go to the new ice rink... but.. there is nobody to go with.. so, what shall I do? I shall write in my beautiful blog. Yes. I get to see Hoai Pham and his cousin in three days. I am very excited! WHOOOOOO. I'm like.. hecka hyper. I have nothing to do, and I am talking to Kurai* on AIM. Yeah.. he's bored too. Mayan. I want to go bowling, watch a movie, and go to the ice rink. But Three things are stopping me from doing this: 1) I have no ride. 2) Peeps gots other stuff to do (i hate going places alone.) and 3) NO MONEY HONEY! yes.. hmm... I wish we still had school, just without the homework (and I bet everyone here in b-town and silverdale agree. Yeah. I had a great time on the last day of school.. all my friends were there... MARK SANTOS was there.. yeah.. it was great. Mayan.. but I'm already missing everyone, and I really wish that we were going to the same school. That would be so great. They are the greatest friends that anyone could ever ask for. I was so lucky to have them for three years. But it's like, we're splitting up, and our high schools are why. Everyone is going to CK high school and the rest are going to OLY. (you peeps that live in b-town should knoe which schools I'm talking about.)But mayan... Imma miss them sooooo much. We were all crying our eyes out when we left the school. Even the guys... (I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!) I just want to be sure that I see them again, and I BETTER..(you know who you are..) I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU! Anyways, so yeah.. my cousin is sleeping over today, his name is Jay-Ar, and he just got out of kindergarten. I asked my mom to rent me The Guru, but she said she had no money. I don't believe her. I'm not saying she's a liar, I just know that she has money lying somewhere in her HUGE wallet. Anyways.... I've been really into other Asian music (other than tagalog, being that I'm Filipino), like Hindi, Korean, Japanese, and even Chinese, and I love them all. Yeah... wow.. I just read Kurai's* blog, and he was talking about him being like, an inch taller than he really is, and I was just imagining how tall I would be if MY hair was spiked. I'd be like.... 6'2"... hahah... that would be so great. Oh mayan.. I'm getting delusional.. I better go now.. PATICE! p.s. here is Kurai's site address, over here

Thursday, June 19, 2003 ::

OMG. This is the third freaking time that I have entered in this blog....... it's really starting to IT I C KI me off. Okay... there is this problem with one of my friends, and I'm really worried for him. I won't tell what's wrong, but I will say that I am one of the most caring people on this earth. I feel concieted when I say that, but I believe that's what other people believe. Anyways, as I was saying, I really care about my friends. Ans hopefully, they feel the same way for me. And that's all I'm gonna say. So. Today was great.. I went to IKurai'sI house today and humg out there. We are planning a fitness week for some of the kids in our nieghborhood (and that little fraction happens to be my god siblings, including Kurai). Anyways, we got a litte side-tracked and ended up watching the food channel, a little of the beginning of The Lord Of The Rings, then went online. Then, I left Kurai's house to get a hair cut at my mom's hair dresser, Hannah, who's son and nephew are II N C R E D I B L YI hot, by the way, and are going to my summer school, AND happen to be in the class that Jherrica and I are taking... wow.. it's a IS M A L LI world after all, eh? Yeah.. I get to see them in just IF O U RI days. Yes. It's great. Well, i really should catch on some sleep.. I got another IW H O L EI day of boredom, and that takes up I A L O TI of energy. So I shall bid thee a fond farewell (hahahaha... I can be SO retarded sometimes).... PATICE!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 24, 2003 ::

Song -- Everything's Gonna Be Alright.Sweetbox

Woo!!! Hey kidz... I'm back.. and very exited.. I'm not stressed.. I'm not upset... or depressed.. I feel like a new person! I seem to be a whole different person, and the field trip to Seattle kind of made me sad, but it brought the badly brown krew up to a whole nother level. We were having a good time, and we enjoyed each others company. if you pinoyz and pinayz are reading this... I LOVE YA AND I ALWAYS WILL....when you go to CK, you HAVE to keep in touch... and visit me once in a while.. imma miss you.. and I never want to leave.. but it's life.. and hopefully we'll bump into each other once in a while.. but mayan.. FRESHMEN is coming up...getting my dress on Monday.. Jherrica is coming with me.. it's gonna be fun! Mayan.. I need to ask JR to the Freshman.. I'm so scurred though.. well.. imma have to do it soon... cause it's this Saturday... ooh... mayan.. I'm exited.. i'm not so exited for High School though.. i'm just not ready.. I'm looking forward to this summer..I'm going to work a lot on my portfolio the colleges will look at when I apply.. I'm getting as many certificates that I can, I'm going to a voluntary summer school.. which I really enjoy, and I am volunteering at Harrison Memorial Hospital.. oh mayan.. I forgot the most important one.. LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE! Whooo Hooo!!! yea.. my dad is teaching me instead of taking driver's ed and paying 0.. yeop.. its gonna be great! Well, imma go now.. I gots ta go and help my mommy with my baby sister and then sleeping... yeah.. mayan.. I CAN'T WAIT TILL MONDAY!

Saturday, April 5, 2003 ::

Song -- Linkin Park.Meteora

Hey there everyone!! I got home about two hours ago... we went bowling. It was so great! We Bowled from 9 to 11.. it was lots of fun.. we danced and bowled till the break of dawn.. I feel bad though.. because my friend Jherrica was supposed to sleep over tonight, and I was out. I have so much guilt, but I'll invite her over tomorrow. Then we can talk and stuff. Yeah... I had my TB shot today, because I want to be a goody two shoes and help at the hospital. Then, during the summer, I plan on taking summer school... I want to take a class in travel and tourism. It'll be great... I just copied the Linkin Park CD.. but now I have two copied ones because I thought it messed up, but it's not, so I'll give it to someone who wants it. Yeah.. the needy like music too.. Mayan... I've been on this thing where I'm crazy about games... like my mind is not here right now... it's stck on playing the sims on the playstation II. What is wrong with me?? Mayan.. I think it was because it was lent last week.. (lent is where you give something up that you really like for god) It was harsh, but I got through it. Now all I do is play games... but give me a break, we have to go back to school on monday. Mayan.. I have to get my arm checked that day too.. mayan.. busy me. Hmm... What else to say... Oh yeah... I'm very upset... because my mom and I had a argument about the freshman.. and said I couldn't go. She said that there is no need for a Freshman Dance when you have a Senior Prom. But they aren't going to be the same because the people that I'm friends with now, they kind of changed my life, and they supported me when I needed it. And that dance would be that last dance I would ever be with them. I might even see them again. They are all going to a different High School, and some of my friends and I are going to a different school. My mom thinks that I shouldn't buy two dresses. And She also won't let me go because she said that when she was my age, she didn't go to her dances. But that was her decision. I could just imagine how many memories she would have had if she had just gone to the dances. I knoe I have had so many memories, and I will never forget them, and who I spent my junior high life with. It was so great. My first slow dance, my first crush, all those all district dances we went to, it was the greatest. I love it all. Anyways, (sorry, got a little carried away). Well.. I'm going to go to bed now.. I'll catch ya later!!! Peace out cyber surfers!